Inner Conflict - II

“Its because of THEM not understanding...

 THEY remain an obstruction in my happiness...”

As easy as it sounds, aren’t we really letting the devil within to work overtime and still in illusion that the angel is doing the work, whereas believing, its only the devil within that someone else who is up and running!

Remember, the devil within someone else cannot pop up and run without the devil within us being in the active mode...

I could be yours...

Your eyes talk to me, they recite the story of your heart,

I wish was in my hands, I could be yours...

Your arms protect me, they give the security I always longed for,

I wish was in my hands, I could be yours...

Your silence tears apart my soul, it adds a deeper meaning than any word ever you spoke,

I wish was in my hands, I could be yours...

Your re-assurances secure me, they give new dynamics to the word ‘belonging’,

I wish was in my hands, I could be yours...

Dead while you are alive...

Most of us are dead while we are breathing!

One continues living the death of the old style methodology which definitely will attract stagnation from the environment.

Only route to a new you in one’s lifetime is a must live of many deaths.

If its for a short time, being dead while alive is great, as it shows the path for much awaited renewal.

Else, you will always be dead while your alive! Which is the worse than being dead and in hell....

Relationships are two sided – Myth!

A guy proposes after being friends with a  girl for 10 years, girl refuses, as she believes that he was after her dad’s money.

Girl’s Illusion – All are after my dad’s money.

Reality – No one could have loved her more than him.

A girl spends three years to make her best friend understand that how much she wants to be with him.

Guy’s illusion – All want to be with me because I am a great advisor.

Reality – She really loved him.

A girl spends prime years of her life in explaining her boyfriend to improve in life overall as he conducts himself, thinks etc...as later his ego would hurt when others only praise her for growing in life and not to him...

Guy’s illusion – She just wants to show how smart she is.

Reality – She loved him the most, refused a lot better guys for him. Always aimed at unity and togetherness between themselves.

The three stories are true, the unfortunate part all of the partners acted as per their illusion, completely ignoring the reality.

How long will we Continue praying for the love of our life and discarding the love that exists in our lives?

Will we always continue viewing the world with our tarnished mirrors, is it not our responsibility to understand the ‘love’ that other person holds for us.

From an ice cube to an ice cube

How is it that an ice cube in the glass starts to melt due to heat of the ambience, when put back in the freezer in it's cozy, comfort zone...immediate starts to judge the other cubes in glasses to be weak in handling the heat...

At that moment the discussions of pain are too long hence should be cut off immediate....unlike when the cube itself was bearing the beat of the temperature wanted hours of discussion time from friends....

The judgmental powers suddenly activate and are at their best of ability...

How the same harsh judgment on someone is expected to be compassionate, sympathetic love when it comes on self....

BEING IN OTHERS SHOES!! Do we stop doing that when our shoes start to get comfortable.....was the phrase only when our shoes are hurting....

Reality or Denial?

With a friend after loads of convincing from her end, I enter the most exotic party down town. Its her cousin’s birthday bash!

More than a bash, its relatives from all over the town, hence I was pulled in as the savior...

The obvious conversations about birthday wishes very soon took over talks of cancer she is going through.

Looking at her, you wouldn’t believe there is any bug of the dreaded poison in her, as she does more in a day than I do in a week’s time...

Work-MBA-Dance-Horse Riding-Cookery...

To top it all, she is very HAPPY!

But we forget, part time job of the world is to make us UNHAPPY...

Like employees of the devil, due for appraisals, everyone at their best, the only topic anyone could talk was about her cancer...

One of my sharp edged answers to the devils, bounce back this to me – “Today’s generation loves to live in denial, all we are doing is making the girl strong for the final day.”

I agree, they are preparing the girl for the final day, and I must say, are doing a great job, making her live it everyminute!

This made me wonder, the amount of trauma world has gone through, has it made being HAPPY more denial than reality?

Is it that we no more can enjoy, without someone trying to kill it...

 

Its best to live in reality, but if living in reality is living in pain, denial becomes reality...

How about, someone has carved their reality like the small apartments we live in, where there is no space for more than one emotion, and s/he selects happiness over sorrow to stay within.

Yet why do world’s devil try to keep pushing in stuff because others have it, when there is no room for any other closet inside?

Inner Conflict - I

You are totally committed to reaching the goal, you also have the tools, you know what you want – YET, never reach there....

I want to have total free time to myself, but earn a billion dollars...

I want to win an award in classical singing, but never commit to daily practice...

I want my team-mate to take all the responsibilities but not the respect and power I have...

The fun part, you want both ends of the world but never reach even close to one.

The INNER CONFLICT!

How would you achieve even a morsel when you are being pulled in two different directions...

...WHY, WHY do you want this...

Is it because your girlfriend told you, hence you want to lose weight?

Is it because your dad wanted you to be a great musician, hence that’s your goal  but lack the love for music?

You may even achieve this, and there would be success but not fulfillment, and success without fulfillment is failure!

Get rid of the inner conflict, once that is clear, then there is no delay in the action, as the action is now for what you want and not someone else’s needs.

AS THEN THERE WOULD BE NOTHING PULLING YOU AWAY!